finally got the prescription. Doctor prescribed 14 days medication, but walgreen only gave me 10 days medication. I need to seek advice from Dr. Tsang this Sunday. Hoping that I can find him this Sunday. Don't know how to thank him.
Serious upset stomach today, bloating.......indigestion, chest pain.....no worry, all the symptoms will be gone soon. God, please heal me.
Leah sent an email to Alfred, telling him that she will pick up devotion again. This is a wonderful encouragement. All the other 4 sg played and laughed last Wed. We are the only group doing serious thing---devotion. Don't lose faith. Keep doing what is right in the eyes of God and wait for God's work. We are not a playgroup, but a spiritual group thirty for God's word and touch. Pray, pray and pray. God, I know that you love each of them. Lord, gives me energy and passion to love them
2008年3月31日 星期一
Sleepless nights
Acid reflux is very severe lately. It's my fault. I can't stop eating and eating which overload my stomach. It further burnt my throat. I should have self-discipline and take good care of myself for the sake my hubby.
Non-stop chest pain over 24 hours....burning inside.
Hope is on the way. I can get the medication tonight and start the treatment tonight. God please hear our cries. You are the ONE who control life and death. Let us experience your power. Don't let people look down your power. I'm always proud in front of my family that I don't need any blessing from fake idols as God, you take care of me yourself. I want to set a good testimony in front of my family. I'm embracing by the love of brothers and sisters and your angel.
Non-stop chest pain over 24 hours....burning inside.
Hope is on the way. I can get the medication tonight and start the treatment tonight. God please hear our cries. You are the ONE who control life and death. Let us experience your power. Don't let people look down your power. I'm always proud in front of my family that I don't need any blessing from fake idols as God, you take care of me yourself. I want to set a good testimony in front of my family. I'm embracing by the love of brothers and sisters and your angel.
2008年3月21日 星期五
My Love Language
my love tank is full coz I have a wonderful husband ^_^
He cares me so much. He is always full of hope and energy. I'm a negative person and scared of disappointment. With him, I've power to go ahead and live for him.
Despite I'm undergoing lots of struggles and difficulties, I'm pleased and peaceful because I have 2 wonderful men in my life --- God and Alfred
Instead of indulging on sadness, why don't we count the blessings every day. Enjoy every moment with my beloved men ^_^
He cares me so much. He is always full of hope and energy. I'm a negative person and scared of disappointment. With him, I've power to go ahead and live for him.
Despite I'm undergoing lots of struggles and difficulties, I'm pleased and peaceful because I have 2 wonderful men in my life --- God and Alfred
Instead of indulging on sadness, why don't we count the blessings every day. Enjoy every moment with my beloved men ^_^
2008年2月13日 星期三
Faith
I've been suffered from acid reflux for long. The situation is getting worser and worser. My hope was in vain for many times. I hate disappointment. I'm afraid of failing to carry child anymore. Its a blemish mark on my life.
I pray and pray. I'm looking for miracle. I understand that God has the mighty power to heal me, but I don't know the plan of God. My throat is burning seriously which makes me barely talk. It has affects my daily life seriously.....can't eat, can't sleep, can't talk......my social life is further .......
I hope my acid reflux has subsided a little bit. Therefore I can talk more with my to-be-cellmates.
No matter what, I won't give up.
God, please heal me and help me. You are my last and only resort!
I pray and pray. I'm looking for miracle. I understand that God has the mighty power to heal me, but I don't know the plan of God. My throat is burning seriously which makes me barely talk. It has affects my daily life seriously.....can't eat, can't sleep, can't talk......my social life is further .......
I hope my acid reflux has subsided a little bit. Therefore I can talk more with my to-be-cellmates.
No matter what, I won't give up.
God, please heal me and help me. You are my last and only resort!
2008年1月24日 星期四
sick
I seldom talk about my sickness coz I don't want to stick in the unhappiness and I don't want to gain mercy from people by this. I try to live as a normal person.
I know that I'm not normal anymore. My health/stomach is getting worser and worser. The soar throat in indeed is very serious. I can't sing anymore. I can't chat with people as long as want which I love anymore. I even cannot argue with people anymore.
Despite I don't want make use of this as a weapon to gain privilege/mercy from others, I do want to have comfort and understanding from my loved one. I got this sickness is not because of my careless on my health, my careless on eating....my careless.......etc. I got this is not because of ME!!! Whenever I heard that people blamed me on this to others, I got pissed off. How come you blame this one me? Despite you may not have this meaning, what I got is this. I need comfort and encouragement, but not condemnation.
I'm extremely sad of losing my voice. Can you understand my difficulties and sadness more? I fail to communicate well coz I try to minimize the words I have to say. Can you treasure every word I said to you? even I'm painful to say, I try hard to answer every question you ask and I try to tell you my stuff? Do you know how painful am I to tell you the storyline of the WICKED? I hope you can enjoy the show more. That's why I read the storyline and tell you.
I know you care me. Can you care my emotion? but not just blame me?
I know that I'm not normal anymore. My health/stomach is getting worser and worser. The soar throat in indeed is very serious. I can't sing anymore. I can't chat with people as long as want which I love anymore. I even cannot argue with people anymore.
Despite I don't want make use of this as a weapon to gain privilege/mercy from others, I do want to have comfort and understanding from my loved one. I got this sickness is not because of my careless on my health, my careless on eating....my careless.......etc. I got this is not because of ME!!! Whenever I heard that people blamed me on this to others, I got pissed off. How come you blame this one me? Despite you may not have this meaning, what I got is this. I need comfort and encouragement, but not condemnation.
I'm extremely sad of losing my voice. Can you understand my difficulties and sadness more? I fail to communicate well coz I try to minimize the words I have to say. Can you treasure every word I said to you? even I'm painful to say, I try hard to answer every question you ask and I try to tell you my stuff? Do you know how painful am I to tell you the storyline of the WICKED? I hope you can enjoy the show more. That's why I read the storyline and tell you.
I know you care me. Can you care my emotion? but not just blame me?
2008年1月15日 星期二
Disgusting
How come people claimed to be a well-behaviored Christian acts like that. What a selfish man. There are tons of selfish men out there. I hate people using Lord's name, but work towards his own benefit only. It ruins God's name. I hate it. I hate it. I won't respect this kind of people.
Lord, please pacify my anger and don't act the same way as this people.
Lord, please pacify my anger and don't act the same way as this people.
2007年10月28日 星期日
FOPP Crazy Night
Nelly is leaving us soon. To farewell her and have fun ourselves, we planned to have hiking and picnic in Starved Rock in the afternoon, then pajama party, Wii party and doing facial together at Emily's home.
In the morning, we still hadn't make up our mind where to go and when to gather. I wondered their eagerness to spend the day and night together. When I got the call from Emily at 12pm, I realized that I was wrong. They had couples of conversation already. Anna spent the whole morning on searching funny activities from the net and found Whirly ball game! Kwan searched for cheap haunted house, despite she was tired and busy. Emily kept calling everyone and gathered us in Chinatown.
I was surprised of Nelly's attachment towards Stephen. Under her insisting, we invited MOPPs to join us too. In the beginning, I prefer to have fun with FOPPs only as I planned to have more quality time with Nelly. I was wrong. The party was for Nelly. As long as Nelly is happy, we should compromise and make her happy. If I were her, I may prefer to spend more time with my honey too. I appreciated her eagerness to keep the relationship with Stephen. I hope that they can make it. I don't know why I don't feel comfortable to have close chat with her.
I enjoyed our ladies night last night. Doing facial, massage together, discussing skincare knowledge, taking crazy pics were funny. I seldom do it! I don't like to take urgy pics, but I did it this time.
I don't know how long we can keep the FOPP spirit, but I treasure the time we put together. 12 Nov is our 1 year anniversary. Time flies fast. Thank God of giving me FOPP during my difficult time despite Ｉhaven't shared my deep struggles with them.
In the morning, we still hadn't make up our mind where to go and when to gather. I wondered their eagerness to spend the day and night together. When I got the call from Emily at 12pm, I realized that I was wrong. They had couples of conversation already. Anna spent the whole morning on searching funny activities from the net and found Whirly ball game! Kwan searched for cheap haunted house, despite she was tired and busy. Emily kept calling everyone and gathered us in Chinatown.
I was surprised of Nelly's attachment towards Stephen. Under her insisting, we invited MOPPs to join us too. In the beginning, I prefer to have fun with FOPPs only as I planned to have more quality time with Nelly. I was wrong. The party was for Nelly. As long as Nelly is happy, we should compromise and make her happy. If I were her, I may prefer to spend more time with my honey too. I appreciated her eagerness to keep the relationship with Stephen. I hope that they can make it. I don't know why I don't feel comfortable to have close chat with her.
I enjoyed our ladies night last night. Doing facial, massage together, discussing skincare knowledge, taking crazy pics were funny. I seldom do it! I don't like to take urgy pics, but I did it this time.
I don't know how long we can keep the FOPP spirit, but I treasure the time we put together. 12 Nov is our 1 year anniversary. Time flies fast. Thank God of giving me FOPP during my difficult time despite Ｉhaven't shared my deep struggles with them.
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